{"id":12280,"date":"2026-02-07T09:09:49","date_gmt":"2026-02-07T09:09:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/?p=12280"},"modified":"2026-02-07T09:09:49","modified_gmt":"2026-02-07T09:09:49","slug":"jmenuji-se-emily-carter-a-to-co-se-mi-stalo-v-poslednich-tydnech-tehotenstvi-mi-navzdy-zmenilo-zivot-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/?p=12280","title":{"rendered":"Jmenuji se Emily Carter a to, co se mi stalo v posledn\u00edch t\u00fddnech t\u011bhotenstv\u00ed, mi nav\u017edy zm\u011bnilo \u017eivot."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Jmenuji se Emily Carter a nikdy jsem si nemyslela, \u017ee obdob\u00ed, kter\u00e9 m\u00e1 b\u00fdt jedn\u00edm z nejklidn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch a nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch v \u017eivot\u011b \u017eeny, se prom\u011bn\u00ed v \u010das pln\u00fd nejistoty, strachu a hlubok\u00fdch ot\u00e1zek. Posledn\u00ed t\u00fddny t\u011bhotenstv\u00ed b\u00fdvaj\u00ed popisov\u00e1ny jako pomal\u00e9 \u010dek\u00e1n\u00ed, jako dny napln\u011bn\u00e9 p\u0159edstavami o miminku, o jeho tv\u00e1\u0159i, o budoucnosti. Pro m\u011b se ale staly zkou\u0161kou, na kterou m\u011b nikdo nemohl p\u0159ipravit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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M\u00e9 t\u011blo bylo unaven\u00e9, t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9, ale to samo o sob\u011b by nebylo nic v\u00fdjime\u010dn\u00e9ho. Skute\u010dn\u00e1 t\u00edha se usadila v m\u00e9 mysli. Za\u010dala jsem si v\u0161\u00edmat drobn\u00fdch zm\u011bn \u2013 bezesn\u00e9 noci, zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed sny, pocit, \u017ee nejsem sama, i kdy\u017e jsem byla doma \u00fapln\u011b sama. Nejd\u0159\u00edv jsem to p\u0159isuzovala hormon\u016fm. \u0158\u00edkala jsem si, \u017ee p\u0159eh\u00e1n\u00edm, \u017ee jsem p\u0159ecitliv\u011bl\u00e1. Dnes u\u017e v\u00edm, \u017ee to byly prvn\u00ed sign\u00e1ly, kter\u00e9 jsem nem\u011bla ignorovat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jednoho ve\u010dera, kdy byl d\u016fm pono\u0159en\u00fd do ticha, jsem uc\u00edtila ostrou bolest, jinou ne\u017e v\u0161echny p\u0159edchoz\u00ed. Ne\u0161lo jen o fyzickou bolest, ale o n\u00e1hl\u00fd strach, kter\u00fd m\u011b sev\u0159el tak siln\u011b, \u017ee jsem se nemohla nadechnout. Sed\u011bla jsem na okraji postele, hladila si b\u0159icho a \u0161eptala slova, kter\u00e1 m\u011bla uklidnit nejen m\u011b, ale i d\u00edt\u011b, kter\u00e9 jsem je\u0161t\u011b ani nedr\u017eela v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Za\u010dala jsem pochybovat o sob\u011b. O sv\u00e9 s\u00edle, o sv\u00e9m t\u011ble, o tom, jestli budu schopn\u00e1 b\u00fdt dobrou matkou. Ka\u017ed\u00fd den byl bojem mezi nad\u011bj\u00ed a obavou. L\u00e9ka\u0159i m\u011b uklid\u0148ovali, \u010d\u00edsla na pap\u00edrech byla v norm\u011b, ale m\u00e9 vnit\u0159n\u00ed alarmy k\u0159i\u010dely. A ten rozpor byl snad nejhor\u0161\u00ed \u2013 kdy\u017e v\u00e1m v\u0161ichni \u0159\u00edkaj\u00ed, \u017ee je v\u0161echno v po\u0159\u00e1dku, ale vy to tak nec\u00edt\u00edte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V posledn\u00edch dnech p\u0159ed porodem se sv\u011bt kolem m\u011b zpomalil. P\u0159estala jsem pl\u00e1novat, p\u0159estala jsem se pt\u00e1t \u201eco bude potom\u201c. Soust\u0159edila jsem se jen na p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00fd okam\u017eik. Na dech. Na ka\u017ed\u00fd pohyb d\u00edt\u011bte v m\u00e9m b\u0159i\u0161e. Nau\u010dila jsem se naslouchat sama sob\u011b, i kdy\u017e to bylo d\u011bsiv\u00e9. Uv\u011bdomila jsem si, \u017ee mate\u0159stv\u00ed neza\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 porodem, ale pr\u00e1v\u011b tady \u2013 ve chv\u00edli, kdy se \u017eena rozhodne v\u011b\u0159it sv\u00e9mu vnit\u0159n\u00edmu hlasu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e se moje d\u00edt\u011b kone\u010dn\u011b narodilo, nebyl to jen okam\u017eik radosti, ale i tich\u00e9ho pochopen\u00ed. Pochopen\u00ed toho, \u017ee jsem pro\u0161la n\u011b\u010d\u00edm, co m\u011b rozlo\u017eilo a znovu slo\u017eilo dohromady. U\u017e nejsem tou samou \u017eenou, kter\u00e1 s \u00fasm\u011bvem po\u010d\u00edtala t\u00fddny do porodu. Jsem siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, citliv\u011bj\u0161\u00ed a tak\u00e9 up\u0159\u00edmn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed sama k sob\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To, co se mi stalo v posledn\u00edch t\u00fddnech t\u011bhotenstv\u00ed, mi nav\u017edy zm\u011bnilo \u017eivot. Ne proto, \u017ee by to bylo dramatick\u00e9 navenek, ale proto, \u017ee to hluboce prom\u011bnilo m\u016fj vnit\u0159n\u00ed sv\u011bt. Nau\u010dilo m\u011b p\u0159ijmout strach, nezleh\u010dovat vlastn\u00ed pocity a pochopit, \u017ee odvaha n\u011bkdy znamen\u00e1 p\u0159iznat si, \u017ee nev\u00edme v\u0161echno. A pr\u00e1v\u011b v tom za\u010dala moje cesta jako matky.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jmenuji se Emily Carter a nikdy jsem si nemyslela, \u017ee obdob\u00ed, kter\u00e9 m\u00e1 b\u00fdt jedn\u00edm z nejklidn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch a nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00edch v \u017eivot\u011b \u017eeny, se prom\u011bn\u00ed v […]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12281,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12280","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorised"],"views":101,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12280","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12280"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12280\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12282,"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12280\/revisions\/12282"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12281"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12280"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12280"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erevanblog.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12280"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}